He was still riding, and I realised – he didn’t love me; he just wanted a masturbation toy. Sex video Another day passed, I got the courage to face my dogs; they’d slept on the floor and bed, Tut on the bed, Tento on the floor. I left his food bowl by the door, and started eating breakfast in my locked room, bowls of pre-made rice on the bedside cabinet. I wanted to go to his bed as he slept and gently suck him off, the mighty emperor being served by his concubine bitch. I’d had sex before, a few times, at college and then a little after. I panted small and childishly, far too loudly, as Tento, picked up every last one, and after the last I pulled him straight in




















