Besides, you said it yourself. You wanted to beg me to stop while you cried.”
“I get it. XXX I feel like you were trying to eat me alive!”
I smiled to maintain our little façade then pulled on his neck to whisper into his ear, “If I scream and throw myself to the ground right now, everyone will think you hit me. “Not only do I know that, not only do I believe it wholeheartedly, I depend on it! Tell her you can’t stand never having any freedom. Another part of me was suddenly terrified. Let her fill in the blanks in her own mind. “Save it for the bedroom.”
An hour later, after I’d nearly broken by bed down on top of him, I made him turn over onto his side.




















